you know whats weird?
when you dont listen to certain songs. and you just look at them. they start to appear.. different for some reason.
as in they no longer look the same way, and you probably wont listen to it the same way again ( this could be good or bad... it isnt true that a song with a good tune has good lyrics)even if its the stupidest song in the world.
like that stupid johnny cash song. whatsit called..? ah yes, burning ring of fire.okay, so he died and all. but haha.that song was stuck in my head for who knows how long.
then when i really looked at the lyrics i was like.. ? what!
anyway. thats beside the point. so. yeap. i should practice this more often : looking at the lyric of a song before listening to it.
oh. i once read this story. i think it was a short story or sth. yeah it was about this boy who lived his life by the songs he listened to. haha. yeah finally he died. well, commited suicide because he realised that there was no song that could help him wiht his problems anymore ( he was a father at age sixteen)
i think people are like that. or well, i think im kinda like thatlah. The way songs really influence how i feel and think. or the way lyrics of songs just pop up in my head when im like in a certain situation.
hmm. or maybe my ears are just too sensitive. haha. things that i hear just stick longer in my mind than things i see or do. anyway.i forgot what i was about to say. so. hmm. yes
not really listening to myself now am i? ahwell.

You tried so hard to be someone that
You forgot who you are
You tried to fill some emptiness till
All you had spilled over
Now everything's so far away
You dont know who you are
All that you wanted
All that you had
Don't seem to much
For you to hold on to
For you to hold on to
For you to belong to
When its so hard to be yourself its
Not to be someone else
Still eveyrthing's so far away that
You forget where you are
You are
All that you wanted
All that you had
Don't seem so much
For you to hold on to
For you to hold on to