I love sleep. My life has the tendency to fall apart when I'm awake.
hmm im trying not to think about it too much. sigh dont really feel comfortable when it comes to the future.. or to something i want. i try to avoid things like that. so.
yeah. but i just cant. not this time. this time.. its like HAUNTING ME! i had a dream about it two nights ago.
that ended well.
ahh! stopstop.