sigh. i just wish some things would just be OVER.
im so stressed thinking about these things i cant function like a normal human being.
and its not just one THING, its too many to count with my fingers.
and i know im not doing the best in school because of these THINGS, which is really sad cos i promised myself i would.
its like i seem to feel so indifferent towards schoolwork now, like i just couldnt care less.
* okay.lets pause for a second. there is weird screaming from my next door neighbour. thats odd its almost eleven and there is screaming. ooh freakae.*
anw, back to my oh-so-awesome topic
yes. i failed.. erm. okay fine, ONE test so far. but still. i havent been doing my BEST which is very disappointing, for me. and its not just tests and grades and stuff but its like my everyday work. i know i havent been that diligent also in like hw and stuff. like i feel the need to finish up whatever homework in the morning and stuff. esp maths. i know im so tardy okay!
and it doesnt help that i have so much homework!
urgh. i wake up at around three every morning since this term started. and its very frustrating cos every minute of sleep is PRECIOUS!
oh yes and i keep thinking of sleep during classes.
which is bad cos i end up not understanding anything and not being able to do my hw and then not doing well for tests and stuff
and i think its just going to get worse and worse. and i dont want it to get worse! ahh!
i need some counselling. ahahhaa